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1/27/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 27
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There is no death. Only a change of worlds."
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--Chief Seattle, SUQWAMISH AND DUWAMISH
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The Elders tell us of the other dimension, the Spirit World. Our spirit in our bodies does not die, it only looks that way to our eyes and our brains. Some of our ceremonies allow us to see into the Spirit World. Death is only part of a process of life. It shows the transition into the Spirit World. The Elders tell us this is a joyful life journey. |
My Creator, help me to understand both the seen world and the unseen world. Let me not be afraid of the world You live in.
1/26/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 26
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"All life is a circle."
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--Rolling Thunder, CHEROKEE
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The atom is a circle, orbits are circles, the earth, moon, and sun are circles. The seasons are circles. The cycle of life is a circle: baby, youth, adult, elder. The sun gives life to the earth who feeds life to the trees whose seeds fall to the earth to grow new trees. We need to practice seeing the cycles that the Great Spirit gave us because this will help us more in our understanding of how things operate. We need to respect these cycles and live in harmony with them. |
Great Spirit, let me grow in knowledge of the circle. 1/25/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 25
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"Also ask your heart to purify and cleanse this defect and harmful desire. Ask also the help of the inner father and mother. Every time we eliminate a defect, we build our soul, our inner temple. We ascend. like going up a stairway."
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--Willaru Huayata, QUECHUA NATION, PERU
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The building blocks to knowledge and wisdom are constructed through the lessons of our character defects if we constructively review our conduct each day, asking where we are resentful, selfish, dishonest, or afraid. Remember, we need to review constructively, not destructively. Destructive review is when we ask, "what's the matter with me anyway." or "how could I be so stupid?" These question lead to morbid reflection or remorse and seriously affect our self esteem. In constructive review we ask, "what will I do next time?" With constructive review we progressively eliminate the defect and replace it with wisdom. |
My Creator, allow me to have my defects because through them I gain in knowledge of Your will.
1/24/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 24 |
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"Always listen to what the Elders say." |
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--Dona Josefa Medrano, HUICHOL, SIERRA MADRE, MEXICO |
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In school we have been taught to go to the encyclopedia when we need information about certain subjects. From the time we are little, we have a natural tendency to seek out role models. When we need information about living we tend to seek out books about living. These maybe self help books. The world is full of information. For the Native people, we have our Elders. All races have Elders. Our lives will run much smoother when we listen to the Elders. They don't always tell us what we want to hear but they always tell us what we need to hear. The Elders have the ability to make the truth sweet. |
Creator, thank You for the Elders. Help me this day to listen to them.
1/23/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 23 |
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"Our true enemies, as well as our true sources of strength, lie within." |
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--Willaru Huayta, QUECHUA NATION, PERU |
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A long time ago, the Creator put inside the human being the secrets to the laws of life. We usually know this is true even though we may not know what these laws are. If something goes wrong with our lives, we usually fix the blame on something outside of ourselves. We tend to give up accountability. One way or another we say, "It's not my fault." We need to realize that all permanent and lasting change starts on the inside and works its way out. If it's meant to be, it is up to me. |
Oh Great Spirit, let me realize fully that my problems are of my own making. Therefore, so are the solutions.
1/22/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 22 |
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"The first factor in the revolution of consciousness is the mystic death of the ego- the death of negative thinking, negative personalities. We must purify the soul of the inner enemies. Every time a defect manifests- envy, gluttony, anger, lust, whatever-that impulse to the heart. Ask, `Do I really need to invoke this?' And then honor the heart." |
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--Willaru Huayta, QUECHAU NATION, PERU |
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Our egos have character defects. These character defects we sometimes act out and they invariably bring results to our lives that we might not want. If we continue to use these character defects, we will continue to have undesirable results in our lives. How do we change ourselves or get rid of a character defect We can go to the heart-ask a question, make a decision-then honor the heart. For example, say I get angry today. I would go to the heart and ask, would I rather be right or would I rather be happy? How we answer this question can have an enormous impact on how our day goes. Once we decide the answer to this question, we need to honor the heart by saying, "Thank you for the power of changing my thoughts. I choose to be happy and to experience peace of mind." |
Great Spirit, today, let me teach only love and learn only love.
1/21/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 21 |
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"This is the time of awakening to the inner father and the inner mother. Without this we will receive no high initiation; instead we get initiated into darkness. That's because any investigation or revolution without God leads, not to freedom, but to more slavery." |
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--Willaru Huayta, QUECHAU NATION, PERU |
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Honor the Father and the Mother. Father stands for wisdom and Mother stands for feelings. Inside each of us is the Father and the Mother. If we do not honor both, we will not grow in balance. To honor both the Father and the Mother helps our masculine and feminine sides grow. The winter season is a good time to focus on this. This is our season of reflection. Honoring both sides allows us to see the Creator is both Father and Mother. |
Great Spirit, Father Sky, Mother Earth, guide me today. Let me experience balance.
1/20/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 20 |
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"The most important thing now is to reveal the inner temple of the soul with right thinking and right activity." |
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--Willaru Huayta, QUECHUA NATION, PERU |
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The key to growing a strong tree is to have a good system of roots and to feed the roots with good medicine. If we put poison in the root system, it will affect the tree, and it will become obvious to the rest of the forest what is being fed to the roots. This is also true of the human being. We need to feed our roots with right thinking. If our thinking is right, it will become obvious to the rest of the people. We don't need to tell people about ourselves with our mouth because our actions always tell them. |
Great Spirit, direct my thinking today. Feed my roots. 1/19/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 19 |
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"Heal yourself-your physical and spiritual bodies. Regenerate yourself with light, and then help those who have poverty of the soul. Return to the inner spirit, which we have abandoned while looking elsewhere for happiness." |
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--Willaru Huayta, QUECHUA NATION, PERU |
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It is difficult to look inside ourselves, especially when we see conflict or confusion. During times of conflict we need to realize that we are talking to ourselves about our thoughts. This conversation is printing in our subconscious and forming our beliefs. During times of conflict we need to ask the spirit to control our self-talk. Only thorough finding that inner place and going there during troubled times will we ever find happiness. |
Great Spirit, You are my peace and you dwell within me. Let me look for You within myself.
1/18/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 18 |
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"Silence is the absolute poise or balance of body, mind and spirit." |
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--Charles A. Eastman (Ohiyesa), SANTEE SIOUX |
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Be still and know. All new learnings, all ideas about new things, creativity, daydreaming and mental effectiveness come to those who learn about silence. All warriors know about the power of silence. All Elders know about stillness. Be still and know God. Meditation is about the place of silence. This is the place to hear God's voice. We can find tremendous amounts of knowledge in the place of silence. This is the sacred place of God. |
Great Spirit, teach me the power of silence.
1/17/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 17 |
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"In our story of Creation, we talk about each one of us having our own path to travel, and our own gift to give and to share. You see, what we say is that the Creator gave us all special gifts; each one of us is special. And each one of us is a special gift to each other because we've got something to share." |
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--John Peters (Slow Turtle), WAMPANOAG |
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We are all equally special. We need to focus on what is right for ourselves. As we focus on what is right for ourselves, we will start to see our special gifts. Then we can see how to share our special gifts with others. If we focus on what's wrong with ourselves, we will not be able to see our gifts. Then we will think we have nothing to give others and we become selfish and withdrawn. The more we focus on our good, the more we see the good in others. The more we see the good in others, the more we see the gifts they have to share. What you sees is what you gets! |
My Creator, today, let me use the gifts You have given me. Let me use them wisely.
1/16/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 16 |
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"If people are going to get back into balance, one of the things they have to do is seek the truth. They have to start really speaking the truth themselves, and that's a difficult thing to do. The way it is now in the world, we don't mind lying." |
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--John Peters (Slow Turtle), WAMPANOAG |
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Well everybody's doing it. Do unto others before they do unto you. If it wasn't for back luck I would have no luck at all. These are excuses and rationalizations for giving up accountability. Be true to yourself. Seek the truth, The Great Spirit is the truth. The truth shall set you free. This is the truth. We cannot be free if we are dishonest nor can we live a balanced life if we are dishonest. As we grow, we need to start taking stands. All warriors take stands. The warrior's belief is constantly being aligned to truth. The warrior will always know where he/she stands. |
Great Spirit, help me today to seek Your truth, not my tuth.
1/15/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 15 |
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It's all spirit and it's all connected." |
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--Grandfather William Commanda, ALGONQUIN |
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If everything is connected, we cannot disconnect. To disconnect is not a real choice. This is why we are always spiritual no matter what we do. Every alcoholic is spiritual. All our brothers and sisters are spiritual. We may not be behaving correctly, but nevertheless, we are spiritual. Our choice is to live out of harmony with spiritual ways or in harmony with spiritual ways. Everything is spiritual. |
Great Spirit, give me the knowledge to be in harmony with the spirit today.
1/14/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 14 |
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"It is a native tradition to sit in a circle and talk-to share what is in your heart." |
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--John Peters (Slow Turtle), WAMPANOAG |
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The talking circle is also a listening circle. The talking circle allows one person to talk at a time for as long as they need to talk. So much can be gained by listening. Is it a coincidence that the Creator gave us one mouth and two ears? The power of the circle allows the heart to be shared with each other. What we share with each other also heals each other. When we talk about our pain in the circle, it is distributed to the circle, and we are free of the pain. The talking circle works because when the people form a circle, the Great Mystery is in the center. |
My Creator, give me the courage to share, and the courage to listen.
1/13/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 13 |
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"When you remove love and try to replace it with monetary things, you've got nothing ... get him to understand that he has to love himself before he can love anything else." |
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--John Peters (Slow Turtle), WAMPANOAG |
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It is said, "Love thy neighbor as thyself." That's the trouble, most of us do. |
Great Spirit, You are love; You are spirit. Spirit and love are interconnected. I am spiritual. Let me realize what I am really made of.
1/12/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 12 |
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"The first thing that we want you to understand is that spirit has no color or race to it. It doesn't matter whether your skin is white, black, yellow, red, Hispanic, whatever. No one out there is any better than you, and you are no better than anyone else out there." |
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We are all created to be of equal worth. We may be different sizes, different heights, different ages, different colors, we may have different beliefs and be of different cultures. In the unseen world, we are all spirit formed into different shapes and colors but we are all worthy. For example, you can have water, you can have steam, or you can have ice. Which of these is not made up of H2O? |
My Creator, today, let me see equal worthiness in all people.
1/11/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 11 |
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"Race and language makes no difference; the barriers are gone when persons can come together on high spiritual levels." |
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--Rolling Thunder, CHEROKEE |
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Not only are race and language barriers overcome by spirituality, but all things are overcome by spirituality. Inside every human being is the spirit. When we see people, we can choose to look at their outside or we can choose to look at their inside. Spirituality resides inside of others, we must be able to look at our own inside. If we see spirituality inside ourselves, we will see spirituality inside others. The saying is, "what you sees is what you gets." |
My Creator, let me see all my brothers and sisters through the spiritual eye.
1/10/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 10 |
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"We cannot escape remembering the important things that have happened, and we cannot escape the awareness of the important things that have not happened." |
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--Ralph Salisbury, CHEROKEE |
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There is a Master Plan. There are Natural Laws that run the universe. Everything on the earth has a purpose. Change is constant. That which is built is constantly being destroyed. That which is loose is being used to build new things. Nothing can be destroyed, only rearranged. Change will happen and every setback is only temporary. In other words, the Creator is in charge. We are not in charge. He designed the universe. He runs the universe and He will change what needs to be changed. As humans, it is easier for us to participate in all of this if we are spiritual. We need to be tuned in. Therefore, God gave us the spiritual concept of acceptance. When things change, we can change ourselves through the principle of acceptance. |
Great Spirit, let me live today in acceptance of Your will. Today let us do it Your way.
1/9/2007
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Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 9 |
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"So, with the Native way, it's not whether people find out about what you've done or not... that's not nearly as strong as having your source of morality within you, having your morality arise out of an inner perception of what is wrong, ridiculous, or shameful. You are your own judge." |
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--Eunice Baumann-Nelson, Ph.D., PENOBSCOT |
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Inside each of us is a voice. It is a quiet voice. It is a guiding voice. If we listen for it, it will guide us, and help us avoid disaster. It is especially active when we are afraid, when we are in doubt, when we are scared, when we need help, and when we get angry. If we are excited emotionally, it is hard to hear this voice. If we are angry, it's hard to hear this voice because it is usually quiet. The best thing we can do is to practice getting quiet. If we don't get quiet, there is another voice called the judge. It tells us to attack or say bad things to other people or to judge ourselves. This voice is loud and usually gets us into trouble. |
Creator, Great Mystery, help me listen for the quiet voice. Let me know this voice of Yours. Your ways are gentle. Guide me with this voice. Thank you.
1/8/2007
 Check out this link. This made me want to puke...literally! This is a report from the Correctional Service of Canada from October of 2006 that indicates the most recent federal Aboriginal incarceration rate; 19% Aboriginal men...32% Aboriginal women. This would be 51% of the entire prison population. This is so fucked up. This makes me sad.
Thursday, January 04, 2007

Happy New Year! I am personally thankful that the New Year is now here. 2006 was such an amazing year for me. I started a new job...I reunited with my birth father...I travelled back to Vancouver, BC ( I wrote a song called West Coast)...and right before the end of the year, I was blessed that someone from my past had chosen to reach out to me after many years. I also completed another round of personal healing and now feel a sense of closure to some past, unresolved issues that had lingereed with me over the years. I feel stronger now and ready to move on from many parts of my 'old' life. A new year could signal new beginnings and, having embraced this mentality, I have reached many new decicions about my life.
After 10 years of immersing myself in social service work, I have decided to chase a new career... and a new direction! At 30 years old, I now have a whole list of things to accomplish before I am 40...most importantly publish my book, record an album and work with Daniel Lanois. So, I am off. I will be doing some more traveling in the spring, and I am excited. I hope to hit San Francisco in June. Any offers? Anyone wanna jam and make beautiful music?
Anyways, all is well that ends well. I wish anyone who is suffering, that they too could find this kind of peace power within themselves. At one pint, some time ago, my life felt hopeless and pointless...and I didn't understand why I had to go through what I went through. I felt like such a victim and I tried so hard to ignore the way it made me feel about myself. I had been traumatized so brutally, all I could do was numb out internally and emotionally to the point where I had no idea who I was anymore. But I reached a point where I just realized I could not go on living that way. Enough was enough. It felt so crappy not to understand where that kind of pain was coming from. So I chose to embrace healing...through many ways. It took years and it hurt like hell but I had to go through it. I challenged myself for once and it changed my life. It altered my core beliefs about myself and all the negative messages I had internalized growing up. I was then able to confront all those pieces of my life that never made sense. Ultimately, I set myself free! Now, I feel like I have all the power. It altered my identity.
I began to understand things like colonization and assimilation and this imposed way of societal thinking, living and believing that we are so subjected to. I understand this intergenerational impact that we all all faced with and the root cause of it. It sucked to realize how my own fucked up life was a product of such systemic racism! But I turned this rage into passion...passion and love for Aboriginal people and the urgency to unite ourselves to fight this fight. What was done to us was wrong, and we all know it because we all feel this kind of inner pain. The indicators are all around us and very obvious to non-Aborignals. This pain and energy that only we can feel, that sits so grotesquely in the pit of our stomachs, this pain that has caused us so much suffering and rage...the pain that unites us! The truth never changes!
This is me and my new direction in life. It should have been all along but I didn't know any better. I do now. I wish we could all return to the pre-contact peace we once knew. That is our sense of normalness. That is so many moons ago now, but we do the best we can. I know this to be true. Life is pretty cool now and I can't wait for the adventures that will come in 2007. In the words of AZ..."all the best"!
Peace.
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